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Friday, June 27, 2003
Mood: Sleepy
Topic:Wisdom of the Games

Geimer has always been that person I can talk to no matter what about anything and not have to worry about his reaction. The following is about Marriage(something I have come to the conclusion I will only do under certain circumstances that my mother doesn't really like) it's interesting please give it a read.

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Hello Kim its me again by now you've gotten the inconsequential e-mails that i've bombarded you with for the entireity of today but i must speak of something that has really been bothering me.Okay here it is recently something i guess you could say relatively good has happened and thats the high stricking down the anti-sodomy law in texas, if you don't know what that is then i shall explain its basically a law that prohibits sexual interactions between homosexual couples in their own homes even they can be fined arrested and put in jail for this. Now you can see why it being struck down as a good thing as it well most likely invalidate similiar laws in other states such as alabama. But there are things that still rub me quite the wrong way. That being how the defensive of such laws are conducted, basically the defense was that same marriages cannot produce children. They feared what would happen to our daily concept of child-rearing. It makes me wonder if Niezthcea was right in saying love is nothing then genes telling us to produce more of ourselves for nothing more then for the sake of continuing our race.
It things like this that lead me to conclude that very few or us are actually human at least in the context of the human race what we seem to have are human beasts who seem to love for one reason and that is produce more members of soceity and more followers of their own faith. I think i liked it better what one columist that our definition of marriage is constantly evolving instiution but i don't think thats entirely true thousands of years ago and up until a hundred or so years ago when a man married a woman he owned her, her property, and what ever possesions she had(unless she was hispanic lol then there might be some problems) but that changed. Up until a few decades ago interracial couples were not allowed but that changed eventually . Its not really marriage that evovled but our understanding of what that entailed the opponents of allowing homosexuals to marry say it would threaten our definition of marriage, the definition and nature of marriage never changed they simply have a perversly skewed and mutated image of it. The nature of marriage is to be with the person you love for as long as live will allow and to enjoy what you have in them while it is still there to be cherished not some insanely obtrusively moralistic nonsense of one man one woman.


Hmm I think that marriage is like happiness...it's an idea that changes...like when you were 5 happiness was Ice Cream..now it's a little more complicated via only your perception. well I'm sure everyone is up to hear my conditions of getting married.

I don't ever really plan to get married anymore too many complications involved. But I do plan to have a male around(the fact that I think most women are weak and annoying doesn't help) actually live with a man for a while like I mean someone I love let me clear that up. Hmm okay like the guy I should marry is who I'll be living with. And I will not get married oh no! Circumstances for marriage are this. Number one I don't plan on having sex until I'm married so the idea of accidentally spawning a child is unlikely but where it to happen I am not raising this child alone oh hell no you are screwed now we're getting married. The other condition is a little more romantic and unlikely. Someone fixes all this short circuited hardware! I mean if you can get me to stop thinking everyone is out to get me,that I don't need anyone, and the number of other things that are wrong with me then hell you've been here a while and actually care about me. LoL now for the list of people who are trying to fix the hardware! Peter(who has done a bang up job), Geimer (um...he can't fix anything really he just...knows everything that's wrong and kinda just makes me feel better about it heheh), Dan(again...can't really fix anything but understands the broken gears and serves as like fellow broken machinary).

Now What of Jun because I know he's reading this and going what about me? Um...your still new seemingly...and I have yet to get the lecture of this is wrong with you but that's okay because ::insert great idea here:: like the rest of these jokers. So when you do we'll see where you stand on the board.

About the last Entry. Some people knew just how to handle my anger because when I'm sad I'm angry too.Jun being one of them he backed off and then let me come to him when I was ready. Much like Peter whom I love and adore. Eventually Geimer Poped up and we talked and it was funny because that boy watches more WE adn Lifetime then my mom. (love ya Games)

OTHER PEOPLE(j/k) (ie Lisette and Jonnell) Came on a little too strongly...maybe it's a girl thing. I don't divy well with females when it comes to my problems. You see mine are constant usually because they are internal I don't really get to upset with many outside forces. Jonnell made a request that I let her help me. lol somewhat in an analgoy of her significant other...he and I are a lot alike..we can sit in each other's company for hours and be fine...simple hand gestures and facial expressions is all that is needed. But in anycase Jonnell I'va said time and again the reason I understand him is because I'm wired wrong like him so it's not that you don't trust you in particular or don't want you around it's just that....I don't trust anyone really...(well except Peter...but I'm not sure why I trust him blindly...that's weird I'm gonna have to fix that... ) and Lisette...I hung up on that poor girl..she got lucky the 2nd time she called my mom was on the phone Long Distance...or I would have been not nice. Then she showed up at my house...which was amusing but not exactly what I wanted. she tries so hard...which makes me laugh its like when a little kid tries to help in the kitchen it's aww okay honey now shoo before you spill something. She wanted me to come to her house but it was later than my mother would have liked. I have to learn to interact with girls...one of these days. Maybe I'm too rough around the edges to do that...maybe I'm just Sandra Bullock from Miss Congeniality.

More than likely it's just that my negative emotions are like Squalls...strong but short lived due to my mothers traing(one thing my mom taught me was to just suck it up and move on which is where my definiton of okay came from....)

Anyway I'm going to read a book now so I will talk to you all later.
Well

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